I'm Dead

i think its already been like my regular semester study pattern..but it just gettin even worse by semester..& this semester is no exception..well the flow would regularly be like this:

• 1st - not pleasant to start the new sem
• 2nd - gettin better after a few weeks
• 3rd - somewhat determined to change for a better me
• 4th - giving the best for the earlier assignments
• 5th - giving so-so for the later assignments
• 6th - doing the least for the last assignment
• 7th - im done with this semester
• 8th - owh wait! theres a final exam! whatever~
• 9th - revision? uhm..ok..wait a sec~
• 10th - the paper is tomorrow? uhm..ok..*mode: revision = zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*
• 11th - *after paper*..ok i dont wanna talk or discuss about the paper..thank you
• 12th - counting: "1 down, 4 more to go" continuously..
• 13th - last paper done! yay! holiday! result? whatever~
• 14th - *new sem - last sem result* downgrade? uhm..again? uhm uhm..
• 15th - time to start the cycle allover again ^_^

so yeah..thats it..& right now, im currently on the 9th phase..so yeah i am so dead..peace all ^_^